I just can't sleep tonight. In 2 days, I have gotten like 5 hours all together. I just have so much anxiety and so many fears and nobody right now to comfort me. OMG. Everything feels out of control. Nobody is being sympathetic towards me, instead they make me feel more crazy. This time is really hard. I wish I could feel better. Sometimes I feel like a long term treatment facility would be good for me because at least I could be around other people who understand what I am going through and who understand I can't control this sadness right now. I don't have the best insurance. I just wish I had the money right now to afford one of these nice places. Maybe it would help. It would be a good rest. Does anybody have experience with treatment facilities? Did it help?