In the end...

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by xan, Nov 9, 2009.

  1. xan

    xan Chat Buddy

    I just disappoint. My friends, family, everyone. I'll never meet expectations, I'll never fufill my full potential. I'll never be anything beyond mediocre. I won't try hard enough. I'm aimlessly drifting and I have no idea why or where. Sometimes I feel like getting off, but I'm not sure which stop to take.

    I used to think... what if... if I had more money, if I had more friends, if I could be good with women... I always thought I'd just grow up, get a better life and feel better.

    I boosted my confidence, I'm doing better in everything i wanted but it feels empty and hollow... I just want to lie for an eternity in the arms of a woman who'll see me and love me and I can fully trust.. but she doesn't exist...

    I'll shut up... I just don't know what to do anymore, everything is just distractions, should i just let go? :unsure:
  2. Chargette

    Chargette Well-Known Member