Hi, I used to come here sometimes, but I can't remember my log in information. Right now I'm feeling very suicidal. I'm under a safety contract with my case manager until tomorrow morning. I'm afraid that I'm going to do it soon. The thing was that I was at peace with this and was just waiting for God to tell me it was time. I'm older and live with my retired mother and my 7 year old son. I just want it to stop. A little over a month ago I took mild overdoses two days in a row and cut really bad. I need to talk and have no one to talk to.