I am inane. So sad, but many are. Feel like I don't belong, but others do too. In one way I hope tomorrow is bad news, then that'll be my answer. God forgive me, for those who have fought to live and fought so hard. Unable to vocalize or even describe feelings, nevermind actually being aware of whats going on with me. I know this is a bad place I'm in, but how to change today/tonight? or tomorrow or next week or next month?