I keep meeting people. I feel like I have to in order to fill this lonely void inside of me. But I can't get close to anyone. I try, I know how to make them like me.. But I can't get myself to feel anymore. There's this great guy, and I like spending time with him.. But I don't feel for him like he feels for me. And I want to.. I want to feel for someone. I had a 4 month relationship with a guy who was perfect for me. I loved being with him.. But when he told me he loved me, I knew I couldn't say it back.. I'm incapable of feeling.. And all I want is to know how to do that again..