incompetent

[Darken]

in·com·pe·tent

1: not legally qualified2: inadequate to or unsuitable for a particular purpose3 a: lacking the qualities needed for effective action b: unable to function properly <incompetent heart valves>


That is me^ . Cannot function properly. Lacking qualities. fuck Im a turd. I hate myself. maybe if things were different in my life I would be competent. Why do some people think that just because some things are easy to them they are easy to every one else. It may be easy for you to socialize but it isn't for me okay!? It may be easy for you to find a potential partner but its not for me okay!? god dammit, may as well end myself if I can't function properly, waste of life I am.

 

[Harrowdown]

i hear you Darken

im pretty pathetic interacting with people too
i can't look people in the eye most of the time im so uncomfortable with myself

i went all through high school like this

these days ive kinda resigned myself to the fact im gonna always be an outsider, loner freak whatever

god i feel incompetent in pretty much everything