She's left me and has a new life. She is happy in here new relationship. I doubt she ever wants to remember the life she left behind. I just wish she's spare a thought for me. I can't get through this thinking she hates me. I miss her and I miss her Dad. I really don't want to continue my life. I don't blame her for anything, I don't want me either. Everyday I take more and more out on myself. Can't go on. No closure, no release.