Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by NoNamesPlease, May 23, 2016.

  1. NoNamesPlease

    NoNamesPlease Active Member

    I have always known I would kill myself. I just dont know when or how.

    Ive had seven surgeries for something that should have killed me the first time. Ive refused blood hoping i would die during or after surgery.

    Nothing works.

    I want to get sick again and die so it wont look like i did it.
  2. Brian777

    Brian777 Safety and Support Forum Pro SF Supporter

    Hi NoNamesPlease, that's amazing, it really sounds like you're not supposed to leave yet.
    I'd want to hang around just to see what I was put here for. What is it that's making you want to die, is it depression?
    Im really sorry you feel this way. Have you spoken with a physician or therapist? I hope you change your mind.