why are you here again? i honestly thought i was rid of you, yet here you are, making me do things i no longer crave. in my head, i know, i never really left this place, eventhough it kinda felt like i had, long ago, when she touched my life with her light. now i know, my eyes only adjusted to the darkness so i wouldn't see the reality of you and i, and all the things i didn't want to learn. it was all a game, always, and you played it so well. but life will take care of it, until then you won't see either. you will walk in the darkness thinking it day, and you'll wonder why you blindly stumble upon everything on your way to nowhere. you broke me, yet, i still wish only to embrace you and kiss you and forget what you've done. but i mean nothing to you. you always lied, slipped the blade deep in me, now you are there, under my skin and all over. why don't you twist it around as well? make it an infinite pain.