Honestly, i think i'm going mad, i think i'm loosing my mind. And i'm not just saying that. After such a long time of being depressed, self harming and mentally torturing myself i have been acting very un-like me, i mean VERY un-like me. One minute i'll be looking at myself in the mirror, the next i am tearing at my skin, literally trying to tear it off. About 2 seconds later i finally realize what i'm doing but i'm so shocked i'm doing it, because i didn't make myself do it, i was completely unaware of what was happening. It all happens at about 2am every night, its like i change bodies because ill start rocking on my floor, and talking to myself, at one point i shouted at the mirror 'this is all your fault' and i actually scared myself with how aggressive i was. This might be common, a feeling of insanity but this is making me worried about my mental heath because this is very unusual to me and i don't like it. i don't like what is happening to me. Throughout the day i will reenact horrible things in my head, like a devil coming inside me, or me being took away to a mental hospital and other weird things like that, i don't know if this is normal for depressed people but i just want some answers, i want to know this isn't just me who feels like I've lost my mind, answer responses i get will be much appreciated. I just want to know that i'm O.K.