I fucking want to die, right, yeah. Im sure you know that. But im like here, I dont want to, im like yeah, it would be bliss, to die, to escape, to relieve, to end all pain, any pain, but, im here. Im alive, and Im listening to "hold on, im comin'" by sam & dave, and im like, fuck, fuck this, im not gonna die, im like gonna leave this life, not by death, but im just gonna leave it, leave the mother fucking country, move to another place, live there, make a new life, OH MY FUCKING FUCKER. I can't I FUCKING HATE YOU. Just escape, you know.... just leave... I've gotta, but hey, im not gonna, im so fucking lazy right? so full of hate. Die just die man, just die mate.