I feel so fucking shit :sad: and if a certain person reads this then its not down to you. I been shaking since Sunday afternoon. Can't stop. So worried. Just wanna get that stuff i need. So fucking badly. My heads spinning. Been asleep most of the day and night and i'm still tired. Hard eaten at all. Its officially Tuesday so got fecking doctors soon. I so badly wanna get that rope. I might get it in a min. Need to sort some shit out first. Seriously about to lose it. Thanks Fee your text was at the right moment >.< Meh whatever. Lets dance with death eh, see what happens tonight.