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Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Wastingecho, Mar 3, 2011.

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  1. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    have you ever reached the point where you realize how small you are?

    where you realize that you're no more important than a grain of sand on the beach?

    everything is so big, in the end i don't matter a damn, just another grain of sand

    i just want to curl up and get swept away with the tide
     
  2. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    feel so completely alone right now

    and this is going to be the rest of my life

    and it hurts

    and i can't stop crying

    and it feels like i'm sitting in the dark
     
  3. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    i feel the same way
     
  4. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    You both are more important than you realize, and you're both cared about by a lot of people here. I know it may not feel the same as having someone there with you, but there are people who care. Hope you'll reach out to them when you're feeling alone.
     
  5. swimmergirl

    swimmergirl Well-Known Member

    I feel very small too. I know no one will notice when I am gone because they don't notice me now.
     
  6. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    My mistake - letting people tell me I had value

    Why do I listen to lies when life and the universe tell me otherwise

    I get it now - nobody wants or needs me

    Time for me to just go away
     
  7. StevenSiew

    StevenSiew Well-Known Member

    Hey, I have news for you.

    Everyone is very very very small.



    Whenever life get you down, Wastingecho
    And things seem hard or tough
    And people are stupid, obnoxious or daft
    And you feel that you've had quite enough

    Just remember that you're standing on a planet that's evolving
    And revolving at 900 miles an hour
    That's orbiting at 19 miles a second, so it's reckoned
    A sun that is the source of all our power
    The sun and you and me, and all the stars that we can see
    Are moving at a million miles a day
    In an outer spiral arm, at 40,000 miles an hour
    Of the galaxy we call the Milky Way

    Our galaxy itself contains 100 billion stars
    It's 100,000 light-years side-to-side
    It bulges in the middle, 16,000 light-years thick
    But out by us it's just 3000 light-years wide
    We're 30,000 light-years from galactic central point
    We go round every 200 million years
    And our galaxy is only one of millions of billions
    In this amazing and expanding universe

    The universe itself keeps on expanding and expanding
    In all of the directions it can whiz
    As fast as it can go, at the speed of light you know
    Twelve million miles a minute and that's the fastest speed there is
    So remember, when you're feeling very small and insecure
    How amazingly unlikely is your birth
    And pray that there's intelligent life somewhere up in space
    Because there's bugger all down here on Earth

    WATCH IT HERE
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=buqtdpuZxvk






    For life is quite absurd
    And death's the final word
    You must always face the curtain with a bow.
    Forget about your sin - give the audience a grin
    Enjoy it - it's your last chance anyhow.

    So always look on the bright side of death
    Just before you draw your terminal breath

    Life's a piece of shit
    When you look at it
    Life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true.
    You'll see it's all a show
    Keep 'em laughing as you go
    Just remember that the last laugh is on you.

    And always look on the bright side of life...
    Always look on the right side of life...
    (Come on guys, cheer up!)
    Always look on the bright side of life...
    Always look on the bright side of life...
    (Worse things happen at sea, you know.)


    (I mean - what have you got to lose?)
    (You know, you come from nothing - you're going back to nothing.)
    (What have you lost? Nothing!)
     
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  8. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    get to the office on time - which is early for everyone else - everything is quiet, all the offices are dark

    feels no different than when there are people here

    all i can hear is the sound of blood pounding through my veins, air moving through my head

    the rest is just noise
     
  9. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    You most certainly have value and people do need you. I know I need you and you mean sooooo much to me. I wish I could take all your pain away. You don't deserve to feel like this. You are an amazing person and are loved by so many. :hugtackles:
     
  10. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    no - it's all the delusion of my sick mind

    there's only one way to fix it

    and that scares me
     
  11. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Just want you to know I care too, people do want you around.
     
  12. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    maybe they want a body

    but they don't really want me - i'm nothing
     
  13. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    That's not true. You're listening to the depression :( *hugs* You are worth so much. I care about you and love you. xxxx
     
  14. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    i'm not even real
     
  15. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    Yes you are. :console: Don't let depression define your worth. You've told me that before remember? You told me not to let depression win. So now I am telling you the same thing :)
     
  16. Fitzy

    Fitzy Well-Known Member

    You are valued no matter what you think.:hugtackles::hugtackles:
     
  17. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    STOP LYING!!

    it hurts enough as it is, trying to see a future and finding only blackness

    i know my time is running out

    just want to find a quiet corner for myself and die
     
  18. Fitzy

    Fitzy Well-Known Member

    You are a free agent but people will keep trying to keep you here. x
     
  19. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    i'm sorry - i'll stop wasting everyone's time

    use your energy for someone who matters

    bye
     
  20. swimmergirl

    swimmergirl Well-Known Member

    Why do you feel like you don't matter?
     
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