Instinct is telling me to kill myself

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by wastedmylife, Apr 3, 2010.

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  1. wastedmylife

    wastedmylife Well-Known Member

    my instinct is telling me to kill myself, but I am living in a house share and do not want to leave a mess

    I dont want to leave my house though

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  2. wastedmylife

    wastedmylife Well-Known Member

    why do I not want to leave my house to kill myself but I feel I need to kill myself when I am alone in my room

    maybe I dont really want to kill myself

    my instinct is telling me to die, to <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods>

    anything to destroy me and my life
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  3. emozillapwnsyourface

    emozillapwnsyourface Well-Known Member

    I`ve had the same issue. When ever i was alone my mind would run and i would think of the worse. What i did was i tried to keep my mind busy with something. Weather it was music, movie, a book, or talking to a good friend. It kept my mind off the bad thoughts.
  4. wastedmylife

    wastedmylife Well-Known Member

    i either go from being at peace and wanting to kill myself, or watching and reading things and wanting to kill other people

    there is no in between, the peace I feel when I want to kill myself is peace

    but the hate I feel is destroying me there is no escape I feel from this hate and anger it has destroyed my life and it is a horrible feeling and there is no way around it
  5. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    have you tried counceling to deal with the anger and hate?
    do you take meds?..
    do you want to tak about why you feel so much hate and anger?
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