Tear in my eyes, Full of hurt an doubt, "How can i go on?" Inside my mind I shout. Battling with myself, My face covered in tears. How can I live today? Why am I still here? I hear the echoes in my mind, and I hear me say, "How can I live tomarrow? How can I live another day?" I've almost told the truth, Almost broken a promise within. Holding it inside hurts, Yet telling is a sin. I know who I love, I know who I trust, But who do I hate? And who will be just? How can i open up? How can i show this pain? How can i hold the poison inside, And protect them in vain? My mind is so confused, There is pain in my soul. I guess my biggest fear, Is that i won't come out whole.