You know the number one quality that I absolutely hate in people is intolerance. I wish I knew how to put that word in bold and underline it. When I say intolerance I'm referring to the little things that you do that annoy(s) someone. I'm so tired of feeling like everything I do is a mistake.
I put too much rosemary in the shepherd's pie. Too much sauce on the hamburgers. You hate the look of my eyeliner. I bought the wrong coffee cream. I accidentally almost burned the butter I had in my pan because I forgot about it. One day I will be dead and *none* of this will matter.
These people who are like this make me feel so sad. They know how to push all the right buttons and make me feel so utterly worthless. Why can't people just be nice to me. Why am I treated like I'm a piece of dirt. Why??? I don't understand people at all.
I feel like giving up on people and life.
--M
I put too much rosemary in the shepherd's pie. Too much sauce on the hamburgers. You hate the look of my eyeliner. I bought the wrong coffee cream. I accidentally almost burned the butter I had in my pan because I forgot about it. One day I will be dead and *none* of this will matter.
These people who are like this make me feel so sad. They know how to push all the right buttons and make me feel so utterly worthless. Why can't people just be nice to me. Why am I treated like I'm a piece of dirt. Why??? I don't understand people at all.
I feel like giving up on people and life.
--M