I'm a 20 year old woman and I've been thinking about suicide a lot lately. Here's my story: I recently dropped out of school moved far away from home with my boyfriend. I'm miserable here - I have no friends, have been fired from two jobs, and am eating too much. I'm a pretty anxious person and live in fear of my cell phone - consequently, I lose touch with any one who begins to get close to me and I'm constantly worrying and feeling terrible about about what they all must think of me. I can't seem to get into anything anymore, nothing excites me and I can't think of anything I would want to do in the future that would make me happier. I have plans to kill myself, but I'd like to exhaust other options before I go there. Specificaly, I'd like to get on medicine, but I don't have any health insurance (or money, for that matter). Any idea how I could make that happen? Thanks in advance.