I guess I thought I'd say hello. I'm 20 years old and have suffered from bipolar since 17 and self harm/suicidal thoughts since 11. I no longer self harm and haven't done so in 2 years. I am actively suicidal and have a current plan for self destruction. I found my way here though another website and decided to join as a place to spend my final days to pass the time (I don't leave this room) and as a way to desensitize myself to suicide & death. Thats all. Hope you all are well. Nice meeting you.