Hey everyone, I'm XxBrokenTearsxX. You can just call me broken if you want. I've struggled with bipolar disorder, panic attacks, and self harm on and off since I was 13. All kinds of abuse from the time I was 2 up until I was 19. Rape at 16. And have had bulimia since last year and am in recovery for it. I'm 29 now. I've also been having a lot of suicidal thoughts lately again. Ive had one serious attempt before and a couple of less serious attempts when I was younger. Im now in the depressive part of bipolar and have been since last winter and it really sucks. They've been trying me on a bunch of meds and none have worked so far. So here I am, just stuck. Glad that I found this place though.