I was adopted from Bulgaria at 7 1/2 yrs old and took me seven yrs to learn english.I have not really fully dealt with my adoption fully but working on parts of it slowly, and my therapist wants to be sure ill be safe when we talk about those thing's and that my coping skills are stronger hopefully,but i have only accepted half of what happened to me . New diagnoses : Hypothyroid Self Injurious Behavior Severe Major Depressive Disorder (Recurring) Borderline Personality Disorder Body Dysmorphic OCD Panic Disorder Specific Phobia Disorder Old Diagnoses .... Eating disorder both Anorexia/Bulimia DID Anxiety Disorder Body Dimorphic Disorder I am severe in my eating disorder and having lots of medical issues dut to it as of late and i only have 20% fat on me. My bio mom dropped me off at a children's hospital in Bulgaria and abandoned me there (i had anemia and left leg shorter then the right at that time) so after fixed i was then moved to a maternity orphanage where i was there till they kicked me out due to age then i was transferred over to a 2 nd orphanage and stayed there till i was adopted at age 7 1/2 and at my 2nd orphanage they made me clean with harsh cleaning chemicals without gloves or protection and they also slapped me several times and punished me for trying to help the other kid's in the orphanage . They had their fav's the staff , and some worker's were kind and caring but others were like make my day im only here for the money the workers taught us kids that we were unwanted and that the orphanage is where they dump unwanted children (mistakes in their words) and that no one in their right mind would love or care for us since we were disposed of by society and family,and we were also taught to be submissive to others even so with men and to never be ourselves or if we were then we would be abandoned again and left to fend for ourselves . Also , had i not been adopted i would be out on the streets forging for food ,trying to fend for self and make a living.