Well, It's been since 2006 that I submitted my original suicidal feelings and now I have come back because I'm getting the same feelings. My name is ... well as you can clearly see it and I'm at college studying computer programming and doing my A levels. I'm hoping to go into the world of programming for companies such as Microsoft and Google or some company that will accept me. I wouldn't say I have had a great life, but then again, my life has got into college right? That, I should be grateful of, seeing as you have people out there who could only dream of this, I'm just lucky I live in a country such as this. (UK) - Where secondary and primary education is free as well as higher education when you are under 18. I have a dad, and little sister I live with, my mother cheated on my dad and everything from then on has gone down hill, from losing houses, hope and going essentially bankrupt. I haven't been to another country since I was 2, however it is my dads dream to go back to Malta (Where he was orignally from) and I'm hoping one day I can take him there; that's if this situation doesn't get any worse than it currently is; otherwise I'd have to pop myself. :dry: If things don't work out, I'm thinking that I join the army to make enough money for at least a year to take my dad and sister to Malta. I want to make a future career in programming but if things go up trumps then I guess I'll have to take a different direction in life. Well that is all. Feel free to ask any questions about me if you want!