Introduce myself

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by bipolar11, Jan 31, 2012.

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  1. bipolar11

    bipolar11 New Member

    Hi,
    I'm new... I have bipolar disorder, some weird version where I'm always depressed with crazy agitation... I'm 30... I've tried over 50 medications and had ECT... I tried killing myself twice ... both times failed, both times my heart wasnt into it... more like cries for help... but I think I'm almost ready to do it for real this time... I have an appointment for this new treatment called deep brain stimulation coming up... If I don't qualify for the treatment or it doesn't work, thats it, nothing left for me... thats all, thanx for reading...
    bp
     
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Hi BP11...welcome...it is so impressive what an advocate you have been for yourself...I am sure many people can learn from that journey...I hope you qualify for that treatment, and that your BP stabilizes...welcome again and please continue to share with us what is going on
     
  3. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    welcome to the board. we are all friends here
     
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