I apologise for the late introduction. I've recently joined the forum and have been relatively active at the chat but haven't posted an official introduction here. Thought it's about time I did. I'm 25 this year, still in college doing communication studies. Unfortunately, I'm not such a great communicator. I've always kept to myself from young. I'm not sure when my depression started, but I've always been a pessimist. I'm also an OCD sufferer and do go through periods of severe anxiety. I'm currently trying to work on shifting my negative thoughts. I've also recently gotten out of a relationship that meant alot to me. I wouldn't say call it the main cause for my suicidal thoughts, but I do believe it could be acting as a trigger to the memories of the times I wasn't too happy. Shan't elaborate on it here, I'd be writing a thesis if I was to do that! But anyway, I'm really glad to have stumbled across this forum. Everyone here's been very kind and patient. May not be much, but I hope to be able to contribute and share my experiences with all of you, and also to render support to those in need. Last but not least, thanks for reading!