hello, i'm twenty years old and essentially in the middle of (what i assume is) a nervous break down. i've become depressed to the point where i hardly ever leave my room. i barely eat, i never talk to anyone and i have missed more classes than i care to even think about; i'm failing out of college because i don't have the energy to get out of bed. i don't think i'm a real person anymore (if i was ever one to begin with, that is). i can't tell what's real and what's not. i black out for hours. it's like i'm losing time. i'm disoriented constantly- i never have any idea what day it is, or what i'm supposed to be doing. i feel very alone and frightened. i'm not sure what to do anymore.