i think i should introduce myself, as i think i'll stick around quite a bit in the next period.. i'm a 19 year-old girl from italy (so i apology now if i make any mistake with tha language or if my english is not perfect. i hope it's at least comprehensible! ) i suffer from depression and from an ED. i used to self injury last year, but it was related to my ed and to the feelings i had after my meals so i don't think it counts.. anyway..i had a suicide attempt last year, but i failed as you can imagine and now my suicidal feelings are back and i was surfing the net, looking for i don't even know what.. when i found this site.. i hope to find someone who can understand, as i obvioulsy can't talk about these feelings with anyone i know! and to offer help, if i can.. i'm glad i found this site..i really reached the bottom!!