Discussion in 'Welcome' started by Blacksheep, Aug 13, 2007.

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  1. Blacksheep

    Blacksheep Well-Known Member

    im 20.i live with my mom.i have no job.i have no money.i have a cat named baxter.baxter is probably the only think keeping me alive right now. and just the thought of baxter losing another friend brings tears to my eyes. i once had a cat named forrest. he was the cutest little thing i ever seen. he was all black and meowed all the time. we got him about a year after we got baxter. baxter never meows.
    well we got baxter fixed and he was fine afterwards. he didnt get sick, he didnt get depressed, he just walked really slow for about a week and hid under my bed whenever my mom came home. forrest got fixed too. he got sick afterwards. turns out he had aids. and his cut got infected. if you had ever wondered what nicole richie would have looked like in cat form, that was forrest after about 2 weeks. he didnt eat. he didnt drink. he hardly moved. and he stopped meowing. i miss him. so does baxter.
    i have no job because nobody will hire me. i dropped out of high school. i guess nobody knows what social anxiety disorder means. i have it. nobody knows it. i try to tell my mom thats why nobody will hire me but she doesnt understand what that means. im close to getting kicked out. i cant live with my dad because he thinks im retarded. fucking asshole. he never understands. my friends live in different towns now. close by but different towns. i cant go and visit them because i dont have a car. if they ever get bored doing stuff with people, they come to my house. im the last resort now. and i dont usually entertain them. they come over less and less now.
    if i was 21 and had a job i would be an alchoholic.
    im too broke to visit a shrink, so all i have left is some beatdown sight where none of the images work...heh.
  2. Insignificant

    Insignificant Account Closed

    you know i'm glad you found here. this is a great bunch of people who will do their best to help you however they can. i hope you grow to count on that it's nice to know there is someone else out there that understands. given the variety of people here every experience has been just that shared by someone else at least once or so it seems.

    i'm enduring a little stent in the hospital at the moment so i'm not on as much as i would like to be right now, but i certainly want to extend the offer that my pm box is always open if you need to vent or whatever. i hope you will continue to find the support that so many others have found here. please take care

    btw :welcome:
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  3. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    :welcome: to the forum. I hope you are able to find yhe support you need here.
  4. RunningAway

    RunningAway Well-Known Member

    :welcome: to SF. I hope that you can find some friends to talk to here :hug:
  5. Darkness N Light

    Darkness N Light Staff Alumni

    First off hello and welcome to the forum. I am so glad that you found us even if you think we are a broke down site where the smileys don't work. I am so sorry that your having such a hard time. Where do you live? If you ever need to talk I am here for you. Take care and I love you. :hug: :cheekkiss :hug: :cheekkiss :hug: :cheekkiss :hug: :cheekkiss

    With Love,
    Crystal :hug: :cheekkiss
  6. LaDesdichada

    LaDesdichada Member

    hey blacksheep,I am acat lover myself. we are very similar, i am also 20, not doing anything special with my time living with my parents.I lost my cat a couple of months ago and the pain is still fresh. know that if you need somebody to talk to,i am here.
  7. Blacksheep

    Blacksheep Well-Known Member

    i already feel welcome, thanks guys.
  8. LaDesdichada

    LaDesdichada Member

    stick around blacksheep, we'll be newbies together :smile: i just registered but i have been lurking here for months, the folks really seem to be awesome here :smile:
  9. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    :welcome: to SF :hug:
  10. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    Hey Blacksheep, welcome to SF, hope you find the support you're looking for.
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