Hi my name is Alisha, I am 23 years old and have a beautiful child. I live in a nice apartment with my partner whom I love with their child as well. I just started college and am doing well at it. There is a problem though that I have been trying to fix for some time. It is these dark dark thoughts that keep coming into my head. Everyday I contemplate things and want to walk out my door and never come back. I am just tired of fighting I am emotionally physically tired. I try to pretend for my family that all is well just so that I can get through the day.