I have been so up and down today. Well, the last few weeks anyway. But today SI wants to be my friend. I find myself thinking about my end quite a bit. It's unnerving because I really haven't been troubled by those kinds of thoughts for a long long time.
I know it's probably because I'm back in therapy and trying to process some stuff. But c'mon! I am thinking about setting everything up before I go!
I'm exhausted by fighting these feelings. Determined to not be dragged down by them. :eek:
I know it's probably because I'm back in therapy and trying to process some stuff. But c'mon! I am thinking about setting everything up before I go!
I'm exhausted by fighting these feelings. Determined to not be dragged down by them. :eek: