I have come to realize... the only time I am not invisible is if I am helping someone else... otherwise... I am nothing... If I talk about my abuse... I get told I'm the one to blame If I talk about my pain ... I'm told I need to forget it If I talk about suicidal feelings ... I'm told its not really that bad If I talk about anything other than those topics... most often I'm looked over Why am I so invisible? I've also come to realize... I am not missed when I'm gone. Maybe I'm just not wanted... I'm not wanted anywhere else either so its nothing new.