I feel invisible. No one can neither see me, nor hear me. I'm talking, but I'm misunderstood. Their not listening. I don't want to be seen though, because that requires me to want help. I don't want to be fixed, or heard, or seen. I haven't always, but I rather enjoy it now. In this life, I'm just an extra. Someone who's a nobody with no meaning and no significance. Someone who is only to be used, but I do wan't to be happy and in my whole life I've never felt anything besides anger and depression. When I die, I want go somewhere that has lots of space. I want there to be trees, a lake, and a cabin. I want to have an unlimited supply of books, manga, and a laptop full of anime to watch. I want the weather to be around 72 degrees, so it's neither hot, nor cold. I want the wind to wrap around me and dry up my tears. I don't want to cry anymore. That place will be my happiness. I won't have anyone there, because I no longer need to. No one can hurt me anymore. When I die, I know I'll be there. I'll know what it feels like to be happy. I won't be jealous anymore. I won't have expectations from people who don't care about me. I won't have the burden of the past and what I can no longer remember. I'll be free and what's better than that?