It seems like no matter what I say or how loud I say it, I'm never heard. Is the whole "it's not what you say, it's how you say it" thing true then? If that's the case, I might as well toot twenty fucking horns and crash kitchen utensils together next time I want to get someones attention. 'Cause I'm starting to think I'm invisible. I've been thinking about collecting all the pills in the house and just giving it a go. Or running away. I don't fit in, I DON'T FUCKING FIT IN.