I don't know what to really say. I never formally introduced myself. I am 34 y/o female just realeased not to long ago from psychiatric ward....talked my way out. I was detained by the county as I was getting ready to jump over the bridge. I am very numb and always in a trance it seems. I work in healthcare ironically and on the outside people thought I was normal and had it made. Nice clothes, hair and makeup always seem to do the trick. I've been spiraling all my life since 3 years old.