im soooo mad! i just argh i just i dont know i want to fkn shout and scream and throw things. SHE just came home from shopping, expects me to put everything away while she goes back out. I mention that i have an interview tomorrow morning and need to go to the doctors afterwards. then she starts shouting "WHAT FOR"...to get tablets stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i said i need tablets because ive not taken any for weeks and its making me snappy, etc. then she says "its not cause u aint got tablets its cause u never get dressed or go anywhere" HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO GO SOMEWHERE WHEN I DONT HAVE ANY FRIENDS?! theyve all left me. all gone their own way while im stuck here alone. i cant exactly go out on my own stupid bitch. then she says i should get dressed everyday because you put more weight on if you wear pajamas. yes what ever. if i want to get dressed i'll get dressed okay? if i want to spend all GOD DAMN DAY in my jamas then i will OKAY. apparantly im fat because i wear pjs. they stretch with you see, so u dont see that your putting on any weight. WTF. if your gonna put on weight it doesnt matter what the hell you wear. its what u eat and how much exercise u do!! ive had enough. i hate this stupid family.