irene is calling

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Wastingecho, Aug 27, 2011.

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  1. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    keep seeing images of myself standing outside waiting for the storm - anything that happens then would be the hurricane's fault

    my head has been in pain all day - meds do nothing

    daughter calls from college to let me know that her meal plan hadn't been added to her bill, so could i give her another $2,000? i don't have it

    coming back home yesterday my transmission broke down - can't afford to fix it

    i want to let the wind and the rain wash it all away
  2. Speedy

    Speedy Staff Alumni

    Sending heartfelt hugs to you. :hug: I wish I could do more or have more to say. Thinking of you.... Mr. A
  3. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    :hug: :hug: :hug: I really wish I could take your pain away. I love you. <3

    Hang in there. If you need me you know where I am.
  4. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    showered, clean for what it's worth - at least i have that

    will get wet again later - last time? not sure

    headache keeps going and going and going

    is it so wrong to want all of this to stop?

    feels like irene is coming for me
  5. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    Please don't go out in the storm. It's not safe. And yeah, i know that this is precisely the reason you are going to go out but.....stay safe for everyone here if you can't for yourself. <3 xxxx
  6. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    hey echo..please stay safe from the storm
    you could be hurt and still be alive and that would make life worse for you
    hide from irene *hug*
  7. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Echo, I am here in NY City, so I know what you are going to go through...please stay safe and hope the headache goes away real soon...J
  8. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Hey Echo, Are you on any meds for the headaches???If not talk to you GP about putting you on Imitrex..I have headaches all the time and theOTC meds don't help..You wil have side affects when you first start takeing them but they go away pretty quick.. Please stay inside during the storm and stay away from windows..
  9. flowers

    flowers Senior Member

    hello Echo,
    I am sorry for all you are going through right now. It sounds so hard. But I hope you will not stand outside in the hurricane. Because your daughter needs you. Please do stay safe.
  10. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    No power now - headache less but not going away - tried a ton of migraine meds but don't work - once UPS drains internet will be gone - phone network overworked, can't connect from there - may go for a walk
  11. flowers

    flowers Senior Member

    Please stay safe :hug:
  12. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    Hope you are ok... made it through the storm safe and your headache is under control 'echo'.. :hugtackles:
  13. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    Coming up on 24 hours w/o power - no estimate on it getting fixed

    Small windows for reaching people - so alone

    My anchor has disappeared and I'm afraid - my anchor was my hope, my reason for trying

    Can't see a future for me now - everything is black

    Storm or no storm I think my time is just about up - what's the point in putting myself through the hell that is my life if the reason for doing so is gone, maybe dead

    They promised they wouldn't hide their feelings from me, that we wouldn't hide them from each other - they lied because in the end I don't matter - always knew it but I'd hoped - never hope again
  14. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    :hug: I hope your power comes back on soon. Can you use your phone to text or come on here, or is its battery low?
  15. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    Batteries not an issue - phone network overloaded, can't always text - some long delays receiving them

    In library with half the town charging everything and fighting for bandwidth - wondering why I bother
  16. flowers

    flowers Senior Member

    I try to find hope sometimes. Its so hard when the hope is gone. Bit for me, I do end up finding enough shreds of hope, after a while, to go on longer. I hope you will find the same in days to come. Enough hope, or reason, to go on longer. I do hope that the electricity is restored for you today. So you can talk more here. As she song goes, keep holding on. Because people here do care. :hug:
  17. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    i also lost power but regained it. i hope you can make it.
  18. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    Still no power - trains still suspended - dark again in a few hours - always dark
  19. Speedy

    Speedy Staff Alumni

    My thoughts are with you all. :hug:
  20. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    my hope is that you find some hope to go on echo
    I wish I could help more and I wish good things for you
    i hear your pain
    take care
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