Hi Guys.. Im a 19 y/o female. I have severe depression, post traumatic stress disorder, undecided personalities and i can't do this anymore. 'This' is living. I cannot physically wake up everyday anymore feeling the way i do. I'm like the fall guy. When people are sad, it is me who everyone shouts at, I am blamed for the most trivial of things and I'm sick of feeling like it. My feelings came about when I was 8 years old, i was sexually abused by a trusted neighbour when i was 3/4 years old, then again at 6 years of age. I've been bullied since I started school, aged 5, I'm now in university and still get it. I first started cutting myself at 13 and made my first suicide attempt at 14 (by method of xxxx). I constantly struggle to find a reason to live and I feel as though I'm the most worthless person in the world. I know my suicide will be imminent.