Ironic

Discussion in 'After Effects' started by Flying Fox, Jun 6, 2008.

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  1. Flying Fox

    Flying Fox Well-Known Member

    I joined well before the attempt, which was last year. I was just sick of everything - and wanted to kill myself in a fool-proof way.
    I heard that 1/25 attempts succeed.
    No pills - could throw up
    knives - (I brought one with me) to squeamish
    gas - we have pets
    train - my family would have to pay the consequences

    I had dreamed of buying a small boat where I would point the bow to the sunset for a day and drown myself.

    Instead I ran away for a night, jumped off a twenty-foot cliff, and black-out . . . and broke three ribs, both arms/wrists, punctured a lung (two weeks later I got pnemonia in the other lung to the point that I was at a great risk of dying solely because of my lungs), fractured a skull and broke my spine at T6-T5.

    I ended up in a wheelchair because I tried to kill myself.

    The good news is that it's been roughly half a year, and I can move my toes and legs slightly.
     
  2. demonhunter999

    demonhunter999 Well-Known Member

    Hope you get better - thanks for sharing this...what do you mean by train - my family would have to pay the consequences?
     
  3. mittens

    mittens Active Member

    jesus.

    relief will come, in this life or the next, in whatever form it may be.

    have a neck injury myself, slipped disk in my lower back, and my t6 minor fracture.
     
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