i feel like im going insane im on the fringe of snapping 24/7 and no pills are working, and i found out the side effects of my pills may become permanent what should i do the only help they give makes me feel even more like snapping cause the environments are to controlling they tell me what i can and cant say what i can and cant do what i should and shouldn't think and if i lash out they keep me there longer. what do i do.