When i have read stories about parents killing disabled children, everyone makes excuses for them, but when parents kill healthy children they are slandered. I have a brother who is disabled and it bothers me that people will see him as less and find him not worth the time. I don't like being around other people because there is always a chance they are those types of people. So i thought of killing my family and myself. But do you think there is a negative afterlife?