Hi, yeah... it's me again, the same guy who feel desperate because a rejected love my a his own best friend. I've posted a lot of thread, asking for helps, and asking for advices in here, it's because I don't feel that great lately, I felt so horrible for the past few days. I still live in my twisted mind, hoping the impossible, crying, and it seems that I can't escape this hell. Everything is just plain wrong inside my head, every seconds, every mornings, and every nights. I can't concentrate on studying, video producing, and worse... I can't concentrate on holding this life. Once again... my mind is begging for evidence. How do I know if everything is going to alright? Does time really heal the scars in my heart? You can share you stories to keep me motivated. I believe that maybe someday I will stand up and I will run like I used to. In my mind, everything is darkness... I don't believe in destiny, faith, love, trust, or hope anymore. Those are just nonsense for me now... those are just a knife... waiting to stab my heart, left me bleeding once again, in pain and sorrow.