I should probably be inpatient, but I know it doesn't help resolve anything, it just is a safety net, a temporary respite, a band aid. Does anyone else struggle with getting help?? I hate admitting that I feel this way, that I want to die. I think maybe it is something I need to deal with, and don't need to be in the hospital, but then again I don't want to get to the point where I am bleeding to death, or overdosing and then get admitted. When do you know it is time for some intervention? How and who do you ask for help?