Wondering if suicide is ever ok. I have no friends, family that doesn't care about me and rarely speaks to me, no job and haven't worked for months. What would be so bad about me killing myself? I contribute nothing to this earth. Wish I had some talents, skills, or abilities to contribute to other's lives but I don't, I'm simply a waste of space. I've tried taking drugs (prescription) but they didn't do anything for me. Tried therapy and despite really putting in effort it also did nothing. One therapist asked what method I'd use to kill myself. Told them and they acted like I told them what I was going to have for dinner, no big deal. No health insurance so even if I wanted to do anything I couldn't, but as I've said I've tried medication and therapy to no avail. Today I emailed an old friend I haven't been in contact with for years to see if I could talk to him but he responded that he has problems of his own and can't help and emailed me the number of a suicide hotline. Not helpful. Kind of proved that I am not important. Just done. It will take at least a week for anyone to notice I'm gone anyway. Truth is no one will miss me, no one will care that I'm gone. Kind of ahrd truth to deal with but guess that really I've known this for years. Guess its time to man up and just get it done.