... that im a complete *****. I feel better when men or even women compliment me or want me. When i was dating my boyfriend i cheated on him alot and i diddnt feel bad at all. It made me feel so much better about my self. I have an extreme low self esteem. I belive im fat anf ugly and when people compliment me I feel so much better. Right now i have about 6 guys who want me right now. >.< i litterly cant resist. Its not even about sex or whatever i do, its that feeling that i feel afterwords.