i am a useless person. all i do is make the people i care about have to deal with more stress. im the most hated person in my school, im the biggest freak in the school. i get depressed a lot, causing my friends to walk out on me cuz they're sick of it, im a cutter, and a smoker, cuz i feel no other way to deal with this crap. i doubt i will make it to 18, which might i add is in less than 4 hours