I am talking about the pain.... I have been in bed most of the day crying and depressed and feeling horrible and lonely ... Only after talking to my ex earlier, I felt worse!! He says he still loves me and blah blah blah... but after talking to him its like I feel worse and I feel like that much more of a fUC8 up. How do I move past these feelings of loneliness and hopelessness.? I feel like I do have problems or issues I need to work on... and I have became more aware of that since we have decided to take a break... But why wont he act like he cares if he says he does? I just want someone to love me so bad... I am so tired of being lonely!!!!