I don't know if i will or have but i think if i go on i might get an eating disorder. When i'm angry i don't eat. If i'm upset i don't want to eat. When i look in the mirror, i hate what i see and prod at the things that are wrong with me. I've gone off food, i mainly drink water or ice tea now. I won't buy new clothes because it means getting changed where there are mirrors around me and i hate the way i look in them. I still have sex with my boyfriend and feel comfortable naked around him though. I sometimes still think i look okay but as soon as i see a skinny girl i feel horrible. I have tried to make myself sick after eating but i have no gag reflex so i couldn't do it. I feel uncomfortable eating around people. What does this mean?