Now, don't get me wrong - I love helping people, and I get a sense of achievement from knowing that I've helped to improve someone's mood, or stopped them attempting or SH'ing, but.... I need a friend that doesn't have mental health problems. I just...I help so many people, and all of my close friends that I talk to on a daily basis have *some* form of mental health issues, and it makes my problems just, so much worse. And, I don't want to stop talking to them, but I am triggered, or brought down when everyone I talk to is low, or they're planning to attempt, or they're SH'ing and they don't have energy. I don't want to burden them with my problems because I know how hard they have it in the first place. And, I don't want to sound like a selfish prick, but...Why the hell are all of my friends trying or succeeding in killing themselves?! I just.. Is it me? It's starting to feel like I just make people feel worse. They seem fine - I know I've met people who have gone 6 months without SH. Then, they talk to me, and after a few weeks they're attempting. I..I feel like I should just stop talking to people, I seem to make things worse.