I was only ever really in love once, ages ago. Since that relationship ended, I have had two other longish relationships, which are over now. Last night I dreamed I was sitting on a couch holding hands with this guy who I haven't spoken to for the best part of a decade, and he went to kiss me and my heart was really pounding fast, then I woke up and was disappointed that it wasn't real. I would never ever tell my friends I dreamed such a thing, and I think this person would think I was a total weirdo for the fact that I still think of him often. The two people I went with since him, I barely think of them at all. Is it normal to still think of long lost loves wistfully or do I need to get a grip?