Hello, everyone. Sometimes I feel so sick and tired of trying to make the most of my brain that I feel like, "Why even bother?" I know that is a defeatist talk. I was given this very unique kind of a brain with billion cells for some special reason and I have a duty to make the most of it. But when the depression gets so bad and I have to battle through all the mental challenges that come with it, I feel very frustrated. I really try hard to make the most of my brain by waking up in the dawn every morning, toughing it out at work, doing reading and studying and trying to stay productive. But there are times I wonder why I should keep existing with this kind of brain. Could you offer me some of your insights? Thanks in advance for any insights.