I suppose it could be possible however the fact that you are up and down like a yo yo suggests you haven't quite beaten it. Just wondering what exactly you mean by up, do u mean normal/happy or unnaturally high?
I have to say you can do it on your own, but with help and meds it probly will go a lot faster and i guess you dont wont to feel like this longer. So I would suggest looking for some help :smile: Its way to hard to do everything on your own. Most of the time it will break you.