I've cut myself for almost 4 years now, but what I think is kind of weird is that I am not really addicted to cutting, I don't think. I'm almost always depressed and stressed, but feel like I'm fine without cutting. I hadn't cut for 7 months up until last night when I broke that, but every time I'm really stressed/depressed I feel that big time NEED to cut, to mellow out, but just when I have my usual bad days, I don't feel like I have to cut just to calm down. is anyone else like this? I don't know if that made sense....? :unsure: lol, sorry.